yo, dewds. if you haven't noticed...

My blog now plays music at my request!
If you *reallly* feel like pausing it or something, just scrollll down to the bottom of my page and there you have it. My playlist. If you really are interested in the music I listen to, go ahead, look through it.
Have fun, weirdos.






And now, for my latest poem.
VVVVVVV
most conceited poem ever
June 19


if you can't pull the blade
i you can't jump the edge

i am life.

if you can swipe the blade
if you can twist the rope

i am death.

if you feel darkness closing in
if your light at the end of the tunnel is fading

i am your flashlight.

if you can't see the world for what it is
if you are incapable of seeing the truth

i am your exposing paparrazi.

if you feel the world is cruel
if you feel the world is cold

i am your warm embrace.

if your standing-ground has caved
if your ceiling has collapsed

i am your katrina vollunteer.

if you look in the mirror and see ugly
if your passing glance says fat

i am anorexia.

if you look in the mirror and see gorgeous
if your passing glance says perfect

i am conceit.

if you don't know who to turn to
if you can't find an uncomfortable enough couch

i am your all-knowing psychiatrist.

if your sun has been blot out
if your night-sky scene is void

i am the stars in your eyes.

if you feel burnt-out
if you feel like you can't go on

i am the fire under you

if you think you can never love again
if you feel you can't go on

i am cupid's arrow.

if you can't stuck in buckles
if your straight-jacket is too tight

i am your padded walls.

if you're deaf to pleading voices
if you've shut out all noise

i am the whisper in eating your ear.

if you can't follow the right path
if you won't follow the right path

i am the angel on your shoulder.

if you're some goody two-shoes
if you can't take a risk

i am the devil on your shoulder.

if your senses are inconclusive
if your nerve-endings give wrong answers

i am your seeing-eye-dog.

if you're waiting for a burst of creativity
if you can't come up with what's next

i am the blinding flash.

if you can't find your beloved "god"
if your savior has gone missing

i am your own personal blasphemist.

if you need some guidance
if you need some love

i am your big sister.

if you have faith.
if you believe.

i am your christian.


if you can't see it.
if you need proof.

i am your atheist.

if you have your suspisions
if you still know something's there, though

i am your inconcusive teenager.

if you're a liar
if you're a fire

i am your childish chant.

if you're starting to dissappear
if you can feel yourself fading away

i am your has-been life.

if you've seen the sky
if you've see the earth

i am everything.


if you have faith in me
if you don't have faith in me

it doesn't matter. no matter what,
I AM GOD.